Honestly I need to take a minute…or two or maybe even three let’s be real. I need to sit, to breathe, to not overthink things. I need to live and let it be. If something is meant to happen then it will happen in due time. There’s no need to rush into anything. There’s no need to push for something that may need time. I need to make sure to take the time to step back from the situation and not just focus strictly on it. Nothing like this should dictate my happiness and I should have fun regardless.
I just need a minute to breathe, to think this through, to sort my feelings, to get a better grip on them and what I want to do about them. Her presence does not dictate your happiness. She can add to it but she does not make or break it. Yes, it may be disappointing that something you’ve been looking forward to all week may not happen but that’s okay. There will be other opportunities. Tonight will be amazing regardless of what happens and who is or isn’t able to come. Tonight will be amazing like it is every year. Take a step back. Breathe. Absorb the moment. Take in the happiness of everyone else. Absorb the positive vibes and add to them. You’re amazing. You’ve got this.